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Inner Fire (Intro)
02:09
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inner fire burn brighter when the year ages
pages i require as i tire from my own mazes
got desire to respire in some new places
i aspire to retire from being complacent
top 5 they surprised that i look asian
no lie got me looking for a big placement
high wire got me balancing this new savings
shy guy i was practicing my shoe gazing
now my heart blazing
yea this legacy like salaries i keep chasing
we move the underground yea we shift basements
strong foundations
inner fire all nighters in some new nations
inner fire burn brighter when the year ages
inner fire burn brighter, got me embracing
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i miss the journey lil more than i should have to
it dont concern me how these suckers in the past do
heres a lil reminder to the people im attached to
if i forget to say it, heres a message saying love u
here to stay, im remaining like a tattoo
never changing yea my loving be a statue
all fresh ive impressed since my debut
all blessed, on a tour i was paid to
classics, if my tunes need a label
passion, but we all need a break tho
im not much for fashion but the baddies saying slay tho
born for this shit, i was hungry from the cradle
talking spoon fed, i was hunting for the ladle
when i pass, i be playing with my halo
what a run, it be spoken like a fable
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chasing the plan
just to see it falter
waiting just to stand
i was scared to alter
incense in hands
at my grandpas altar
the grief havent left
but ive seen it falter
the leaves that have left
when the temp gets colder
health i neglect
just to be me longer
the fear that has crept
every step gets calmer
times that i slept
with my death as a armour
these day it been less
content with the drama
kiss on the neck
feel warm r like a sauna
treasure every breath
like the desert treasures water
ask me if im fine
and im bout to say im sorta
will u know me when im gone
will u show me when im done
will u know me when im gone
will u show me when im done
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Dragon (prod. kenzo)
01:32
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tip toe when the dragon sleeping
smoke in the cold till my hands start freezing
wait till we grow and the proof teething
trading we seek when the eyes aint peeping
fade into sleep, as we watch our ceilings
push and we knead, as we bake our dreaming
when winds blows more, yea the leaves start weeping
how do we know when the tears start peaking
more than i tow, so the stress start creasing
middle fingers in the air sayin fuck my demons
now i aint scared i just stretch my weakness
stiching these fears now the scars seem seamless
diving so deep, that it all seems sea less
every sap needs protection till it grows to a shade
things that you leave dont really go away
let it go till it sow and it molds into shape
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sentimental things that i set aside
centrifugal forces push the torches from my seeking eyes
i arrived at my conclusion
own my time but it was too late
i watch it burn i watch it burn
i watch it churn and exude hatred
staring at the ashes on my feet,
swear im good baby
slow time i escape grief
hiding by the fence
looking for the remedy
i settled on the bends
now im waiting for the one who had to jumble up my plans
thank god that she did
saving up the funds just to get ourselves a crib
i dont really rest much like my coach is tom thib
sentimental things
mahal kita mahal ko
i swear my heart is bloated
nothing could erode it with this sugar coating
yea the leaves they blowing
and the leaves they always showing off they true colors
sitting by your shade i was waiting for a cool summer
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brain wrapped up in a stanza
i was feeling aches,
man i struggled just to stand up
i was feeling down
papa told me just to man up
just needed u around
if im speaking with some candor
momma still coping
cause her papa passed from cancer
hurt
grandmama with dementia
older times feeling sweeter than some fanta
getting better with my sleep
but my face still looking panda
scrolling at my screens
watch the govies propaganda
subtlety abandon
risin in the patterns
no more balance in the tandems
curving through it all like a river that meanders
i just keep my raps good
with the rhythm and my timbre
brain wrapped up in a stanza
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Let The Sun Get Through
02:06
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pls dont block my view
let the sun get through
tell the clouds move away or ill get my crew
love kickin with the boys like we do kung fu
slurring with a long drawl
theres more to life than living
ive been stretching for a top drawer
performing not enough
more than footage on a camcorder
found my footing, started transforming
in the winter but my soul scorching
not enough for a sole portion
man im grateful so thankful for the good fortune
but i need a bigger proportion
bump it loud fuck the distortion
through the nights i feel a new foreign
ambition keep me stuck,
never cook a dud call me chef gordon
exploring in the cut
soul open and im absorbing
find the point make it stay sharpened
learning from the music
facial contortions
bracing from the cold when it starts storming
far away from home we bring the heat northern
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8. |
Stand Up Pt.2
02:20
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im too used to getting moved on
my life really like a movie need a new bond
when the struggles in my mental turn to new songs
and the pressures start to peaking like some monitors
i coudnt keep it what i promised her
i aint sure when they be capping like astrologers
tryna push my music far past kilometers
it was closer than it seems like binoculars
rapping all my wounds till it hardly hurts
but i recognise my sound, i was hardly first
another round of bittersweet, and its not desert
i gotta dig a little deeper, just to find the courage
on a another path for a true excursion
u gotta take a step back for a new emergence
i could really never hide, lemme pull the curtains
i miss a couple steps, to continue learning
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冷风吹过，回忆的混乱，
时光倒流，像雪花的飘散，
冬天的雪印，按上的情感。
过去的日子，在心中回响。
冰雪覆盖 ，寒冷的时光
小时的笑话，生命的雪花
那时的我们，
自由的风像
温暖的回问，
如今只剩下的影
疯狂的心
安静的型
安静就行
北京的街头，雪停了机场，
窗外的夜色，是曾经的模样。
那时的友情，岁月荏苒
忧伤融化，
偷看的太阳
曾经吃过的到期的奶糖
translation:
The cold wind blows, the memories are confused,
stream of time, like snowflakes falling,
snow prints in the winter, pressed with emotions
The past days echo in my heart.
Snow covered, the light of cold
laughs from our youth, life's snowflakes
Us at that time,
Free like the wind
Warm reply,
Now only the shadow remains
crazy heart
quiet type
Just be quiet
On the streets of Beijing, the snow stopped at the airport.
The night outside the window is what it used to be.
The friendship at the time, time flies by
Sorrow melts,
peeking sun
Expired toffee that I once ate
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on a swing everyone wants to go higher
make a scene just to show em what u desire
as a teen chanting om namah shivayah
all the chips that i wear like an attire
lose the strings dont pull me im a outsider
cut ur wings just to have someone to confide ya
i cant tell u what i need if iknew either
i hope i am the same but if not wiser
they would only care if the raps fire
how u wanna heal if u keep fighting
i guess u made a deal when u kept lying
when ur empty of the words
i can read silence
go first then ill see
cold words that i now keep
lone worlds
is where we’ll be
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Koel Calls
02:21
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grey noises turn to closed world
to voice memos of the times i wasnt too sure
skipping pebbles from the strife struck a new cure
kisses from the time i was too pure
faces revel in the grief, and i wrapped it up in cashmere
split the peace, hidden pieces of my past years
had enough of change, i receive em like a cashier
coudnt sleep, i was working while i craft tears
the stabillity i start fearing
about time that i start steering
at this age the mistakes aint endearing
ya the past aint adhering
i hope my verses keep close , like ur fav ear ring
when im gone would u keep hearin
i hope my verses keep close , like ur fav ear ring
when im gone would u keep hearin
would u echo my koel calls
yea the tales
that im spitting i dont tell tall
steady living,
keep it written till my nails fall
on a mission
spread the healing through my slow drawl
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Winter Love
02:15
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theres a man alive! i was listening to king krule
we more than just some kids we be everything we been through
i dont give a shit of what u think of what i cant do
driving through the blizzard, staring, thinking of my way through
like a lizard, i keep running with the same wounds
feel the love, in the winter playing sad tunes
we stay with passion, no abiding by the cash rules
everything around me
with my brothers no i cant lose
always on the up, yall still witnessing the prelude
yall act rude just to act cool
stop the ruse yall be acting like the same fools
leave the clues but dont follow in my shoesteps
in my lows man its deeper than a nuisiance
had to call a truce, find the comfort being rootless
show it off my emotions be translucent
running in shanghai in other words u know we up see
tending to the flame keep it burning gotta upkeep
winter love, 5 days it really struck deep
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Post Tour Blues (Outro)
02:10
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post tour blues
missing feeling being clueless
lonely in the crib getting used to being crewless
3 in the morning loading tissues for the mucus
stomping in the snow, pouring out my sole
till my shoes feel broken
eyes start to close but my mind stay open
smoking in the cold, till ours hand feel frozen
so much love for the fam, man my heart feel swollen
i hope it nevers ends this a
semi colon
these lessons i have learned, they earned not stolen
wind in my ears
with my beanie on my cranial
beer for the fears
and some cigs thats a staple
cheers with my peers
every night feeling grateful
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wishing it was simple
we just bodies that have crashed into a symbol
like some trees when u wrap it with some tinsel
feelings i rekindle
misrevealing of my dimples
i couldnt read what you wrote cause my balancing was brittle
the bitterness i settle down
the middle was the reason for the passive route
jotting riddles of a heathen in a passage style
rhyme a lil bit and heres a single wow
i guess its just the season
neglecting all the urges to be reaching out
monsoon griefing
reversing all my reasons
the hardest thing to say was that i need you now
i realizae that
need was just a want when we just a child
now need turns to churning of my stomach biles
in the summer time huffing like im sprinting past a thousand miles
coudnt access what you seeking im a broken file
the buffer for my truths tend to load a while
when the deer drinks the tears of the crocodile
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smoke break just to run longer
guess ill act okay, i dont got oscars
the weights roleplay in the disorder
just let my face say that ill get stronger
i dont like to play play if we talk dollars
i dont like to vacate from my own quarters
i dont like to face fate, im a hope hoarder
hope that ill just make it past these old borders
check 1 goin live from my brain im a reporter
too one in the same im no conformer
too blunt for the fame when i write somber
when thoughts roll out, then i transform
if my heights just right then im cash short
when we start to hear the blues, go and dance more
when we stop to hear the news, we start to ignore
theres a fight outside we gotta care for
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when shit tough
the beat
go tougher
go * ＊ puff
till my lungs start suffer
ring like
shucks
i know the truths
not subtle and
but if the glove fits
there aint no
covering
chills
getting used
to the shuddering
bills
stay in place like the kids do the running man
tax plans so tourist get good tans
man
fake lands formed from stealing of real sand
running from our ghosts like we playing some pac man
stuck behind our coasts, yea we trapped in a play pen
mary sue
sweeter than fondue
purity in art
theres something u cant lose
fear in the heart thats nothing u cant choose
starving for a legacy
something i cant lose
spilling all this ink like im living in splatoon
most true passing it on the 十五 （15）
不讲事实也不讲道理
不分好坏的全冻上 没感觉 在冰天雪地里
撒点野 洒点血 有问题没有解
发言重点强调 你是什么角色不重要
这里情况不太一样 超乎想象
响亮的口号 摘掉口罩
带上手铐 眼罩 跌进了 最新款 设计好的套里
没必要 没价值 也真没想到
意外每一次发生在每一次发声
最保险 是不要脸 表演 还有装疯
卖傻 卖骚 卖感情 当游戏
冲着各类货币 放五彩缤纷的屁
问题无法解答 谁来接应
坐席繁忙没人接听 这是北京 瓷
没法完全离开这是 因为这是我的家
欢迎各位莅临 来这里视察
好的东西不太纯粹 坏的还不够彻底
爱这里也恨这里 情不自已
好的东西不太纯粹 坏的还不够彻底
爱这里也恨这里 也像我自己
translation:
Neither facts nor reason
No matter whether it's good or bad, it doesn't feel like it's in the snow
There's a problem with spilling some blood
It doesn't matter what your role is, okay
Things are different here than you'd expect
Loud slogan Take off the mask
He slipped into his handcuffs and blindfold into the latest design
It's not necessary. It's not worth it
Accidents happen every time with every sound
The safest way to do it is to pretend to be crazy
Selling stupidity, sex and affection as a game
Making colorful farts at various currencies
The question cannot be answered who will answer
The tables are busy and no one is answering. This is Beijing porcelain
I can't get out of here completely because it's my home
Welcome to visit here
The good is not pure enough and the bad is not complete enough
I love it and I hate it
The good is not pure enough and the bad is not complete enough
Love it and hate it and it's like me
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21. |
Stand Up Pt.3 *Bonus*
01:12
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22. |
4myluv *Bonus*
02:58
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