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Hey
Its not that I’ve been here for me
You always been a part of me
And I wont chase it anymore
Cause i was trying just to
Glow again
But the sentiments
Let myself fall again
Glow again
But the sentiments
Let myself fall again
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Higher Selves
01:21
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In the summertime smoking till my lungs dry
Mama told me stop, cause i know it makes her heart cry
The worry doesnt drop, it makes the gap wider
She said she dreams of my grandfather, and the roles that she played as a daughter
And i know that im a bothersome son
And i know im not grown in the way that she wants
All this prose i disclose with a flow on the drums
Taking all my time and making minimal funds
Divisions that aligned between my uncles and aunts
Yea the ridges sliding further, i could never outrun
As a kid when i swore, they stuffed the spice in my tounge
Laughing now, but i was scared as a youngin
So now im careful with my words that i used for confronting
Cause i know it can be sharp if i forgotten to blunt it
Its good to have some space for all my thoughts that been budding
Cause my mind like a dam when it cracks be floooding
Tryna reach my higher self like my brothers in london
Tryna prove to myself that i got nothing to prove
Nothings true but yourself and thats something you lose
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Greedy (prod. fxrxzx)
01:54
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Weight that my bars reclaim
Dust on the shards that i keep in frame
When i bite i dont bark i just hide my cravings
Fuck your remarks, i just get my payments
Scared of the dark, now i sleep so shameless
Burnt in my ribs, but my sins flirtatious
Stuck in my crib, while i word my phrases
First to reflect cause it last in stages
Worsen the debt, cuz i stretch my favours
Know that im blessed, i gotta thank my saviours
Page and the pen, help me curb behaviours
Sharpen the lens, just to blur my failures
Now and again i like to save my prayers
Now and again i like to save
Stay greedy
You cant say what u want, and try to read me
Stay sleepy
You said you couldn't find a point to try to reach me
Lets repeat
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Switching extremes
Crop off the cream
I got my plan and my schemes
All just to thrive in the scene
Build my esteem
Visions are turning obscene
Real goals u could call me karim
Routines turn to building to regimes
Eye rolls ive been scrolling the screens
Rage hid in the back of my spleen
Stuck in the path in between
Stuck in the path in between
Stuck in the path in between
Never be used to the bleeding
Time robs it be constantly thieving
All the things that you miss when you sleeping
All the things that you lost when you leading
All the things that you kept when releasing
Stuck in the path in between
Stuck in the path in between
Stuck in the path in between
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Something (feat. fxrxzx)
02:06
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Tryna settle find a mi amor
Yea the rocks settle first before they hit the shore
Tryna fatten up the purse, just to feel assured
Somethings worse beneath the verse, tryna strike a chord
Like a mouse shouting curses pon the squeaky floor
Tryna swallow truths, to find a patience that been reinstored
Some solotions sweet, some be bittergourds
Delusions that i tweak, just to feed my core
I know when it rains, then it gets to pouring
It be hard to make it out when ur singaporean
Had to make another rout, to get to auditoriums
Wonder what they saying when im burning in a crematorium
When im burning in a crematorium
One time for the ones i couldn't keep close
One time for the ones i didnt see grow
One times for the ones who kept me still when i tipped over
One times for the ones who didnt give closure
Under the roofless sky
I’ve come to slowly realize
That Ive been wasting my whole life
Searching for every reason why
If I
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Tooth Holes
02:32
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Too cold
Man im cooking like i got two stoves
Man im spittin like i got tooth holes
They still snakes if they shed they skin
The shit i coudnt shake and i coudnt rinse
The blitz within the pain turn to something flaming
Momma hit me with the cane when im misbehaving
Earning change for my raps, but im never changing
The phrasing that relapses into new arrangements
i know the limit in my obligations
And the panic just a rubble of a indication
New paths i was sure to blaze
All these mazes i was trying just to navigate
All these tears start evaporating
I got lots on my plate i dont want it vacant
I wont shy from my struggles give it salutations
I wont shy from my struggles give it salutations
I wont shy from my struggles give it salutations
People like to go outside
While i stand in my demise
Marching left till i see right
Singing shit i dont rewrite
I been stuck on my device
Waiting for this bishh i like
I dont think before i cry
I dont i felt surprising
I dont think before im lying
My name gone last well past my dying
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Who's guiding your survival
Theres no weight in ur grams but you hold it like ur bible
Your praying for some fans, while i search under the tidal
Tryna make a stand but i duck from being viral
Theres no pearl in these clams but ull swipe it for ur algo
Rhythms secondhand but ill wrap it with my eyes close
Recognize the truth but ur lies closer
Backhand i could swing it like im Sharpova
Gems that i fling with a string then i tarp over
I aint sleep in a bit
Dead eye like im like Kyle Korver
Im bored with your shit
So i get borders
Cornered in my ways but im standing still
Saving all the green i aint talking abt the chlorophyll
Sorry that im stingy with the dollar bills
Spilling truth out my guts but my stomach filled
Words hot but delivered chilly
Trust my bros that be sticking with me
Squash the beef for the bread, i guess ill order phily
Cheese
Take a picture it will last longer,
Yall tussle for the fixture, just to look stronger
Ill be the bigger man just to look taller
Yall tussle for the fixture, just to look stronger
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Semi Circles
02:24
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First of all all praise to the lord of beginnings
With every breath that i take theres a hum of a sentence
With every theft of a space that just limits repentence
I see that precense not enough u needed more than attendence
Desensitize the senses that just grips on dependence
Dont be pushin, or im pushing two fist in your chin
Incentivize the tension that just pulls on revenge
How old till we fasten up our belts for the end
Meditation till we recognize the master within
Can u see what is out is inherently in
Every object that is transient you could never defend
Yea ur bodys a identity you shoudnt befriend
Recognise
Its more than muscles, and the bones and ur skin
Ill advised
By the vultures that have fed on my sins
Self enquire whats inside that just last eternal
Dont hide what u pry yea the cries are fertile
Drawling lines in the curves till they semi circles
Drawling lines in the curves till they semi circles
You know im trying my best
To be more than the pages that been left on my desk
I forgot to listen, i was speaking instead
I went and made a difference now Im carrying less
I just march with what Im given with the beat in my chest
Tryna make my fuckin mark before I'm meeting my death
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Papa said when he pass he gon pass a gold chain
That his momma gave him when she passed early
Tryna stay on the path but it gets curvy
These days when im out i just get nervy
But i talk big game like im james worthy
Chasing at my ghost like im bill murray
Last one for the road till im cold turkey
I say that one time
Then the next thirty
My mom smell my shirt say she dont know me
I only know the journey when it gets lonely
Things i was concerend seems to get lost
Recognizing the demons that i once fought
Leaving my cocoon i was shellshocked
I aint going anywhere like some old stocks
If u buying lucky stones thats a sham rock
Nicky made the beat so its head bopping
Growin at a speed there be no stalling
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Overthinking all these thoughts till my brain numbing
Over bandaging a clot but my nails like to stay plucking
Nimble with my bruises but I stay rubbing
What I lost with my youth, but I stay trudging
I drank a lil bit just to stay buzzing
The waves of your mind could be real crushing
What you mean when said you nothing
What you mean when u said u never felt loving
I guess I get what you mean that I was never enough
The frames that was left often stacked into dust
I aint holding a grudge
Spite not a thing but a wobbling crutch
Despite of what you think it was more than a smudge
Despite of all the things ya know I couldn’t begrudge you
Im just doing all I can just to proved that I loved you
Hope you doin fine but I’ve been better without you
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Answers
02:10
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Answers that i learnt,
For these questions that i pass,
Couldn't find it in church
Is it faith that i just lack
Struggle in my worth
Couldn't find it in my pack
Yea i lighted up my troubles
With Sampeorna cigarettes
Bruce lee-ing on the habit
Now relief is in my tracks
Guilt that i neglect,
Regretting that be bulking up distress
Now my mental really fragile
So i keep it in my chest
When i write it just unravels
Man I’m ending up with less
For the hurting that I've caused
Thru my actions and emotional mess
Looking at the mirror
Felt a cold in my flesh
There be treasures at the centre
Of the holes that i dredge
I'm just doing my best
Held it in for so long
Blew smoke just to cover how i felt wronged
Took it slow need a buffer for my past flaws
Let it go, let it go
Man i held it in for so long
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I can’t explain
The feeling being lost in your arms
I can’t explain
The feeling of losing you
For sure i missed a couple times
For sure i wouldve asked if you would let me pry
For sure i was feeling flat, that i coudnt cry
For sure i found a debt when i calculate the time lost
For sure i could have left ur decisions to the coin toss
For sure i thought of places that i wont cross
For sure i thought of faces that i hoped i woudnt
For sure i said some words that i know i shoudnt
For sure i took some things that i know i coudnt
For sure there were some things that was worth pursuing
For sure there were some things that i had stopped renewing
For sure i wasnt sure that i was worth losing
For sure i wasnt sure that i was worth losing
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13. |
Hobble
01:23
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On this path its a mission just to stay lost
How we tasked with the vision when it gets dark
I be masked with dependence but our head hard
Took a glass for acceptance, would you keep pouring
Then I took another breath so i stay soaring
Than I make another beat while they stay snoring
Punching bars to this heat i call it hot boxing
When i rap you need a read to get my real thoughts in
Yellowing my teeth cause i smoke often
I was mellowing the grief but it don't soften
I was burrowing deceit, got my mind clogging
Writing verses when I'm drinking call it bar hopping
Imma spare you with the deets, in the night sobbing
Shit be weighing on my feet, so i stay hobbling
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